and i'm spent!

Ok, time to vent. i am just so sick of high school! ppl are really beginning to get on my nerves! i just think i am ready to be out of here and off at college. i'm tired of being alone and im tired of not having a boyfriend...and yes, i am still bitching about that and will continue to do so untill i get sick of it! i dont get it...all of my friends say that i am a fun person and really open minded and i dont judge ppl....all my guy friends say the same thing...that i'm "not like all those stuck up snobby chicks who always worry about how they look and what ppl will think of them..." so then why dont i have a boyfriend!? oh yeah, cuz this place is full off ppl who ARE stuck on looks and think that the only ppl who are worthy of anytime are skinny pretty ppl like sara andersen and brynne rugeberg. and ppl wonder why so many girls are anorexic and hide things from their families! but really, i'm fucking sick of all this bull shit and i cant WAIT to get the hell outta here! and hey, AP, i dont know when i can come visit cuz my dad wont look at his damn work schedule to see when he's off and i dont know when i'll have a free weekend. i love you and thanx for everything u do for me....really, this would be a much longer blog with a lot more harshness if it weren't for you. bye yall.
~Me~