GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

Did anyone else get as annoyed with their parents around graduation time as i am?? i mean, seriously....we kinda are havin some bad money problems right now...and i even told my mom that i didnt HAVE to have a party, that i would be perfectly fine with ppl just sendin me a card or somethin. but my mom was like "NO, you're graduating, you are GOING to have a party!" so then i was like ok, fine. and now, they've decided to plan the whole thing w/o me...and any time i put my opinion in, it just results in a big fight between me and my mom, ultimately causing a fight between my mom and dad! i HATE this!!!! all i want is to have a party in my back yard, with music playing and everyone all comfy like...you know, in flip flops and jeans and just relaxed and having fun...but no. my party is in the basement of Our Savior's Luthern Church....I DONT EVEN GO TO CHURCH!!!!!!! i dont understand why we are using the church..i mean, there are several seniors who actually ATTEND that church on a regular basis, and we're using it?? i dont get it. mom says we cant have the party at my house cuz she doesnt want all those ppl in our house and she doesnt wanna have to clean (and i mean like..SuperMom clean) it....but guess what....we're cleanin the house neways....dad is re-doing the room between the kitchen and the laundry room (used to be Ozzy's room when we had the cat)..and no one even goes in there!! plus, she's making him paint the kitchen and all this other CRAP that would suggest we're getting ready for a graduation party at our house...she even says "troy, i want it all done by graduation!!" wtf does it have to be done by then for if no one's gonna be at our house?!?!?!?!?!?
Idk, i guess i'm just frusterated, i mean, i wanted me and my mom to get closer and get to know eachother b4 i go to college, and it's like...everything she ever wants to talk about is money problems, graduation, or how we're gonna pay for Kirkwood...and i'm sick of it! seriously, i just wanna bond w/her...and it's sounds so cheesey, but i want a relationship like Rorey and Loralei from Gilmore Girls....oh yeah, disgustingly cheesey, but it's what i want. and i swear, that's how i'm gonna be with my kids...
anyway, enough moping for me, i have to go get ready for State Solo & Ensemble contest....i'm in Wood Wind Chior and Clarinet Chior....WW will so totally dominate, clarinet..i'm kinda iffy. oh well, wish me luck! i'll write more later. bye yall.
~Me~