Sick of the confusion
so yeah...i havent done a real post in like...forever! and i have a lot of sh$t goin on, so this is now my therapy...this and talkin to my kick @$$ friends (i.e. AP, kalli, coutney, ect.). oh, recently, ap and i started reading the Gossip Girls series and i really like it, so i'm gonna talk like she does, i'm just gonna use the initial of the first name of the person i wanna talk about...cuz i wanna and i'm a dork! also, i'm pretty sure this will be my longest blog to date...so here goes nothin!
Let's start....with a week ago this past friday...i went to Fort Dodge with S and R to go visit C. C and i spent the whole week before the big trip planning for me to get a tattoo, S and R were not aware of this when we left the house, but found out about half way to carroll, as i exclaimed "SH*T!! i forgot the drawing of my tattoo!!!" so i had to tell them both the plan for my new tat. we got to fort dodge with no problems, and waited for C and her crew at McDonalds. C got there just as i finished my cheese burger, and i went out to the parkinglot to hug her, that way we wouldnt cause a seen inside mcd. when i mauled her! so i asked where her friends were, cuz i assumed they were comin with us..but they left cuz they had crap to do, as did C and i.
so, we then began the long drive (about 10 minutes actually) across fort dodge to Permanent Collections, which i had been to many-a-time, but with a different agenda...this time..i was getting my first tattoo!! and then the 2 HOUR wait began....
cut to 2 hours later
i signed the paper, showed my ID, and sat in The Chair...but first i took a potty break...cuz we all know how i get when i need to potty! didnt figure Joe(the tattoo guy) would want me all jumpy and having-to-pee the whole time...aint i a nice kid!
So, i was fine the whole time...and then when i sat down in the chair and he put his gloves on and C grabbed my hand, and her and R were like...ur gonna cry, i know it!......i started gettin a bit nervous. and then Joe was like...dude, relax, i know what i'm doin! and i asked if it would hurt, he said "have u ever cut ur self shaving? you know that stining feeling? that's what it'll feel like." and i was like...THAT'S IT??? bring it on baby! and so he started...and it really did feel about like that...it didnt hurt, so much as it was annoying...like being poked with pencil led, ok, a hard poke, but nontheless, a poke. tho it did hurt when he was on my calf muscle...that one made me do an "oh SH*T that hurt!!!" face and squeeze C's hand a little harder....lol. then he started filling it in, you know, coloring it...and that hurt like a biotch! which made me make a really funny face, hold her hand even tighter. and then it was over. i had my first tattoo. and yes, it's still there!
So anyway, after the tattoo experiance, we headed over to C's house to stay the nite, good times i tell ya! well, at least i thought it would be, and ok, i suppose i did have fun most of the time...but i had to lay on the bottom bunk of C's bunk beds (yes, she's almost 17 and still has bunk beds...and they're really comfy i might add!) next to S, who kept farting and falling asleep and snoring while we were trying to watch movies....i was stuck down there while R and C were in the top bunk...ALONE...doing...idk what. and she KNOWS i like him. i've liked him for a long time. and she all of the sudden started liking him when she came here to visit me a couple of months ago. yeah. well, i highly doubt they were doing much of anything up there, cuz we really were watching the movies...
so the next day, i just felt kinda..blah...so yeah, we left relatively early, i got lost in Fort Dodge, in the flats...i'm pretty sure R thought he was going to die..it was hilarious. after we got out of the "ghetto" of fort dodge, i knew my way home perfectly, so S and R relaxed enough to fall asleep...and apparently, so did i, cuz i drifted off a couple of times..i think i actually fell asleep twice...i then pulled over at a Sinclare's to get a couple of Red Bulls and some snacks to keep me awake, but it wasnt necessary, cuz when i stopped, both S and R woke up and stayed up the rest of the ride home and kept me awake...oh, we stopped at BK on the way thru carroll, and i think S forgot that he left his trash (which included 3 pickles and a tomato) in the sack that our food came in...yeah, he left it in my car...(3 days later, i get in my car and say out loud to..no one in particular "ok...why the HELL does my car smell like rotten pickles?!?!??!) it was NOT a good experiance....stinkin boys!
we got home on saturday, and i'm gonna skip to Wednesday, cuz A and J were in IC and nothing really eventfull happened untill they returned to A*town and C came to visit me....
So, C decided that since she couldnt make it to my graduation the week before, that she would come stay a couple of days at my casa, which was fine with me, i love spendin time with her...
which was exactly the point...i didnt get to...at this point, i'm still not sure if she came to see me...or R. i'm pretty sure it's me, but the fact that R lives down the street from me, just added a bonus.
So, for those of u who DONT know, i have a "thing" for R. a big thing. and so does C. i had a thing first, she knew, obvioulsy, cuz i tell her everything, and she still developed a "thing". So, when i'm with just R, or with S and R, we're fine. it doesnt really bother me that he isnt even remotly interested in me...well yeah, ok, it bothers me, but not to like....a crying state. unless C is involved. then i just get sick of looking at them and watching her get his attention instead of me...idk if it's an attention from guys thing, or if i really REALLY like him, or if it's just the fact that she is probly the one person who i've been best friends with for most of my life (and i do mean MOST, we've been best friends since she was 3 and i was 5) and that she likes a guy that she KNOWS i like...i think that might be it...but yeah, anyway...
so, cut to Friday afternoon. mom called and wanted me to go out to the Doc's office to show everyone my tattoo, and i had just gotten some graduation pics developed that i wanted to show her...well a couple more ppl were there than what i expected, and i ended up bein in there for like 20 minutes...while C and R were out in my car...alone...talking and bonding...
so i get home...and i had to grab a bunch of crap out of my car...and they didnt even wait for me or help me...and little things like that bother me SO much...for example...A and J came to visit me while i was babysitting the day before, we were on a walk, on which A had decided to carry her flip-flops...then her feet started bothering her, so she stopped to put them on...out of common curtesy, J and i stopped to wait with her. now, R and C didnt even have the decency to do the same, or even if they would've just grabbed something and took it in for me, but nope. they just walked right into MY house, carrying on their conversation from the car, which i was totally NOT included in, just to clarify.
Oh, to back track and get everyone confused, we also stopped at Pamida on the way back from the hospital.....i bought American Idiot, the Green Day album...it's amazing...i love it...just thought i'd tell ya!
so we walked in the house, me about 2 minutes after R and C, and they were already sitting on the couch watching Ace ven Tura 2 with S and F. i walked in, took off my shoes, hung up my keys, and kept walking right to the steps. R looked at me and said "dude, what's wrong" to which i replied "nothin". and just kept walking. i got upstairs, went to visit the potty (curse my tiny bladder!), put in my new cd, plopped down on my bed, and opened my book...at which point, C walked in my room. she knows me well enough to know when i'm lying, especially when i say "nothing" when asked what is wrong. so she came up and sat down beside me and said..."what's wrong" i said "nothin, just tired". she waited about 1o seconds and said.."ok...now what's REALLY wrong?" i sighed, and said something about just wanting to be alone for a bit and read my book and chill out, and she said somethin about comin down to watch the movie with them..i hate almost all jim carrey movies...particularly ace ven tura and me, myself, and irene...anyway, i was like..."no, i really dont wanna see him or talk to him right now, i feel like i'll either cry or scream at him the next time i see him". and she said..."ok...do u want me to stay up here with ya?" i told her no and to go watch the movie cuz i know she likes it....and she was like...hunnie, i dont wanna leave u up here all by ur self! i told her it was ok, really! and she said...ok, but i'll come back in a sec if u want. i said no, it was fine. so she went back down stairs.
R started to come up while she was goin back to the couch, she asked where he was goin and he said to see what was wrong with me...and she was like...no...no...NO! stay down here, she just wants to read her book and be left alone! and that was the last i heard out of them for about half an hour, other than the occasional burst of laughter from watching stupid jim carrey antics. then i heard footsteps on the stairs.
But, they continued past my room, right to the bathroom, so i didnt give it another thought. then i was reading my book and i looked up at my door, and there appeared to be the head of R floating in mid air with that stupid grin of his plastered across his face. i gave my stupid grin in response, then turned my attention back to my book...and he still didnt move...so i looked up and said "well hi" and he said "yo." and proceeded to invite himself into my room, w/o asking...then i kept on readin and he just looked at me. i then looked up and said..."can i help you with something?" and he goes..."what's wrong...ur in like...a wierd mood" and i said "nothin." (rather pathetically and unconvincingly...which was the intent) and he goes..."MEGAN. i'm here EVERY f*cking day. now...stop lying to me and tell me WHAT'S WRONG." and i was about ready to spill my guts...poor my heart out...tell him everything...and C walked in my room. (dont people ever knock anymore?!?!)
so R said "whatever, look, i'll be downstairs watchin the best f*ckin movie ever and doin really really good Jim Carrey impersonations...if u wanna laugh, come join in on the fun. if not, peace out my homies." he then left C and me to talk...about...what else...him. so we did...for about 15 minutes, and then he came back! he just opened the door to my room, closed it behind him, walked over to me, and hugged me. tight. he never hugs me. he never hugs ANYONE. he just gave me a big hug, and stayed there for a good 10 seconds. then he stood up and looked down at me and smiled. and i was like..."dude...you just hugged me. you never hug me!" and he's like.."yeah, well...u looked like u could use a hug, u looked sad. so i hugged you."
and i thought i was starting to get over him.
later that nite, we rented more movies to watch in my room, and C, R, and myself were layin on my bed, R in the middle, and we were all just kinda lounging all over eachother, very relaxed like...and i couldnt help but think that nobody even noticed i was there...i mean, i know they werent trying to make me feel that way AT ALL, but that's how i felt. anyway, we stopped the movie and went to pamida to by hair die for R, cuz i felt like it needed a bit of a fix up. we then started the movie over again when we got back to my house, deciding that we'd do his hair after the movie....then we got bored and stopped the movie again to do his hair. we finished the hair in about 40 minutes, and it didnt look too shabby! we started the movie again...about 10 minutes into it, we decided to stop the movie cuz we'd rather watch it downstairs cuz there was a better seating choice. we got down there, started the movie AGAIN, and all seemed right. we never did finish the movie. We suddenly remembered that up in my room...on top of my desk...in a plastic sack with the word PAMIDA stamped in bright blue....rested for full boxes of sparklers. FLIPPIN SWEET!
once again, we stopped the movie, and we then headed over to R's house to show his mom his new hair...she wasnt happy, but wasnt mad either...she just said it would take some "getting used to...wow, it's so dark!" ohhhhh. and then. there were strawberries.
SHIBBY.
we then started the LONG walk back to my house to play with the sparklers, but R couldnt resist bringing his nephew along for the trip, so i gave him a piggy-back to our house, and then we played with the sparklers. it was fun. and then..it was time for R to go home. and time for C to say good bye. and she kissed him. well, it was on the cheek, but still. she kissed him.
and she told me about it.
yeah, that's what i said too.
then it was bed time, cuz, let's face it. i was worn out. so we all went to bed and C set the alarm on her cell cuz she needed to be on the way home by 7:30. i then had a dream about C ditching me for R and totally not feeling bad about it at all, and woke up pissed, then laughed cuz i remembered it was a dream, and then i told her about it. she laughed as well. then it was time for her to go, but we did talk a bit b4 she headed out, and it was mostly about R and how stupid it is that we both like him, and that we're WAY too much alike. then she left. and i felt super depressed and sad and pretty much just sat around and sulked in my own self pitty all day. then A and J came over... :)
and i finally watched ALL of Boogyman! bout time! i think the 3 of us all agreed that the movie was pretty damn good...but had a really REALLY bad ending. dont u just HATE movies like that!?
anyway, i got even more sad after they left...it was pretty bad. i then called K to rescue me, so i went to her house and had a blast and a half with a few of her peeps. good times, good times. well, i ended up staying the nite ;) and then comin home sunday around noonish. i took a shower, got cleaned up, and then S said he needed to go to carroll to get some game or somethin, so i invited R to join us, and we had a nice road trip to Carroll...but i saw a dead cat in the road...uh uhh, not cool.
when i got home, A called and we decided that she'd come over for a while so we could chat...and plan our nite for the MTV awards....I'M UBER STOKED!!!!! so yeah, pretty much she just let me whine and complain about life for a good 45 minutes.....yeah. she rocks like that. i know, effing stud aint she. :) she then ventured back to her casa, and i went to bed. i got to sleep in my OWN bed by MYSELF for the first time in like...a week, i swear. it rocked.
then i woke up today and got to go baby sit. fun times. except the poor kid was sick, i felt so bad for him! anyway, today my life was pretty boring...oh WAIT! i forgot...R came over last nite to help S with some stupid video game thing, and S told him that i said we needed to talk, so we were all down in the living room and he goes "hey, what'd you wanna tell me?" and i was like...yeah, there's too many ears in here. i'm not gonna say" so he looked at F and said "hey...that means you. get out." and i was like.."no...just too many. later." so he went back to S and that stupid game, and then he was gettin ready to leave and he goes "ok, tell me wut u wanted, hurry, i gotta go!" and i was like "no, dude, this isnt a 'hurry' situation, it's more of a 'sit down, i have to tell you something and it's gonna take a while' type of thing." to which he said "oh GREAT. am i gonna like this?" i responded "no, but i'm gonna tell you anyway...just not now". and he said "great, cant wait. i gotta go, i'll talk to u later." and then he left.
so today, the rents were at F's softball game, and S and R were here, playing that STUPID video game again. and R, once again, tried to get me to talk, but S was here, so i pointed at him and said to R, "later". and R just rolled his eyes. later, S left the room and R said " ok woman, just tell me!" and i said "no, he wont be gone very long, and seriously, this is gonna take a while, i'll tell u later" and he's like..."tell me!" and i said "no...you probly dont wanna hear it, but it needs to be said, and i swear, i'm gonna tell you soon." then he rolled those big brown eyes of his and just left with S. later, we talked on the computer cuz he needed to come here and print something off cuz he doesnt have a printer. then he thanked me and said "i'll be back later so we can talk and crap".
i'm still waiting for "later" to get here.
and now i'm tired. and this has been a really long post...so i'm goin to bed. feel free to comment, ttyl. bye yall.
~Me~
Let's start....with a week ago this past friday...i went to Fort Dodge with S and R to go visit C. C and i spent the whole week before the big trip planning for me to get a tattoo, S and R were not aware of this when we left the house, but found out about half way to carroll, as i exclaimed "SH*T!! i forgot the drawing of my tattoo!!!" so i had to tell them both the plan for my new tat. we got to fort dodge with no problems, and waited for C and her crew at McDonalds. C got there just as i finished my cheese burger, and i went out to the parkinglot to hug her, that way we wouldnt cause a seen inside mcd. when i mauled her! so i asked where her friends were, cuz i assumed they were comin with us..but they left cuz they had crap to do, as did C and i.
so, we then began the long drive (about 10 minutes actually) across fort dodge to Permanent Collections, which i had been to many-a-time, but with a different agenda...this time..i was getting my first tattoo!! and then the 2 HOUR wait began....
cut to 2 hours later
i signed the paper, showed my ID, and sat in The Chair...but first i took a potty break...cuz we all know how i get when i need to potty! didnt figure Joe(the tattoo guy) would want me all jumpy and having-to-pee the whole time...aint i a nice kid!
So, i was fine the whole time...and then when i sat down in the chair and he put his gloves on and C grabbed my hand, and her and R were like...ur gonna cry, i know it!......i started gettin a bit nervous. and then Joe was like...dude, relax, i know what i'm doin! and i asked if it would hurt, he said "have u ever cut ur self shaving? you know that stining feeling? that's what it'll feel like." and i was like...THAT'S IT??? bring it on baby! and so he started...and it really did feel about like that...it didnt hurt, so much as it was annoying...like being poked with pencil led, ok, a hard poke, but nontheless, a poke. tho it did hurt when he was on my calf muscle...that one made me do an "oh SH*T that hurt!!!" face and squeeze C's hand a little harder....lol. then he started filling it in, you know, coloring it...and that hurt like a biotch! which made me make a really funny face, hold her hand even tighter. and then it was over. i had my first tattoo. and yes, it's still there!
So anyway, after the tattoo experiance, we headed over to C's house to stay the nite, good times i tell ya! well, at least i thought it would be, and ok, i suppose i did have fun most of the time...but i had to lay on the bottom bunk of C's bunk beds (yes, she's almost 17 and still has bunk beds...and they're really comfy i might add!) next to S, who kept farting and falling asleep and snoring while we were trying to watch movies....i was stuck down there while R and C were in the top bunk...ALONE...doing...idk what. and she KNOWS i like him. i've liked him for a long time. and she all of the sudden started liking him when she came here to visit me a couple of months ago. yeah. well, i highly doubt they were doing much of anything up there, cuz we really were watching the movies...
so the next day, i just felt kinda..blah...so yeah, we left relatively early, i got lost in Fort Dodge, in the flats...i'm pretty sure R thought he was going to die..it was hilarious. after we got out of the "ghetto" of fort dodge, i knew my way home perfectly, so S and R relaxed enough to fall asleep...and apparently, so did i, cuz i drifted off a couple of times..i think i actually fell asleep twice...i then pulled over at a Sinclare's to get a couple of Red Bulls and some snacks to keep me awake, but it wasnt necessary, cuz when i stopped, both S and R woke up and stayed up the rest of the ride home and kept me awake...oh, we stopped at BK on the way thru carroll, and i think S forgot that he left his trash (which included 3 pickles and a tomato) in the sack that our food came in...yeah, he left it in my car...(3 days later, i get in my car and say out loud to..no one in particular "ok...why the HELL does my car smell like rotten pickles?!?!??!) it was NOT a good experiance....stinkin boys!
we got home on saturday, and i'm gonna skip to Wednesday, cuz A and J were in IC and nothing really eventfull happened untill they returned to A*town and C came to visit me....
So, C decided that since she couldnt make it to my graduation the week before, that she would come stay a couple of days at my casa, which was fine with me, i love spendin time with her...
which was exactly the point...i didnt get to...at this point, i'm still not sure if she came to see me...or R. i'm pretty sure it's me, but the fact that R lives down the street from me, just added a bonus.
So, for those of u who DONT know, i have a "thing" for R. a big thing. and so does C. i had a thing first, she knew, obvioulsy, cuz i tell her everything, and she still developed a "thing". So, when i'm with just R, or with S and R, we're fine. it doesnt really bother me that he isnt even remotly interested in me...well yeah, ok, it bothers me, but not to like....a crying state. unless C is involved. then i just get sick of looking at them and watching her get his attention instead of me...idk if it's an attention from guys thing, or if i really REALLY like him, or if it's just the fact that she is probly the one person who i've been best friends with for most of my life (and i do mean MOST, we've been best friends since she was 3 and i was 5) and that she likes a guy that she KNOWS i like...i think that might be it...but yeah, anyway...
so, cut to Friday afternoon. mom called and wanted me to go out to the Doc's office to show everyone my tattoo, and i had just gotten some graduation pics developed that i wanted to show her...well a couple more ppl were there than what i expected, and i ended up bein in there for like 20 minutes...while C and R were out in my car...alone...talking and bonding...
so i get home...and i had to grab a bunch of crap out of my car...and they didnt even wait for me or help me...and little things like that bother me SO much...for example...A and J came to visit me while i was babysitting the day before, we were on a walk, on which A had decided to carry her flip-flops...then her feet started bothering her, so she stopped to put them on...out of common curtesy, J and i stopped to wait with her. now, R and C didnt even have the decency to do the same, or even if they would've just grabbed something and took it in for me, but nope. they just walked right into MY house, carrying on their conversation from the car, which i was totally NOT included in, just to clarify.
Oh, to back track and get everyone confused, we also stopped at Pamida on the way back from the hospital.....i bought American Idiot, the Green Day album...it's amazing...i love it...just thought i'd tell ya!
so we walked in the house, me about 2 minutes after R and C, and they were already sitting on the couch watching Ace ven Tura 2 with S and F. i walked in, took off my shoes, hung up my keys, and kept walking right to the steps. R looked at me and said "dude, what's wrong" to which i replied "nothin". and just kept walking. i got upstairs, went to visit the potty (curse my tiny bladder!), put in my new cd, plopped down on my bed, and opened my book...at which point, C walked in my room. she knows me well enough to know when i'm lying, especially when i say "nothing" when asked what is wrong. so she came up and sat down beside me and said..."what's wrong" i said "nothin, just tired". she waited about 1o seconds and said.."ok...now what's REALLY wrong?" i sighed, and said something about just wanting to be alone for a bit and read my book and chill out, and she said somethin about comin down to watch the movie with them..i hate almost all jim carrey movies...particularly ace ven tura and me, myself, and irene...anyway, i was like..."no, i really dont wanna see him or talk to him right now, i feel like i'll either cry or scream at him the next time i see him". and she said..."ok...do u want me to stay up here with ya?" i told her no and to go watch the movie cuz i know she likes it....and she was like...hunnie, i dont wanna leave u up here all by ur self! i told her it was ok, really! and she said...ok, but i'll come back in a sec if u want. i said no, it was fine. so she went back down stairs.
R started to come up while she was goin back to the couch, she asked where he was goin and he said to see what was wrong with me...and she was like...no...no...NO! stay down here, she just wants to read her book and be left alone! and that was the last i heard out of them for about half an hour, other than the occasional burst of laughter from watching stupid jim carrey antics. then i heard footsteps on the stairs.
But, they continued past my room, right to the bathroom, so i didnt give it another thought. then i was reading my book and i looked up at my door, and there appeared to be the head of R floating in mid air with that stupid grin of his plastered across his face. i gave my stupid grin in response, then turned my attention back to my book...and he still didnt move...so i looked up and said "well hi" and he said "yo." and proceeded to invite himself into my room, w/o asking...then i kept on readin and he just looked at me. i then looked up and said..."can i help you with something?" and he goes..."what's wrong...ur in like...a wierd mood" and i said "nothin." (rather pathetically and unconvincingly...which was the intent) and he goes..."MEGAN. i'm here EVERY f*cking day. now...stop lying to me and tell me WHAT'S WRONG." and i was about ready to spill my guts...poor my heart out...tell him everything...and C walked in my room. (dont people ever knock anymore?!?!)
so R said "whatever, look, i'll be downstairs watchin the best f*ckin movie ever and doin really really good Jim Carrey impersonations...if u wanna laugh, come join in on the fun. if not, peace out my homies." he then left C and me to talk...about...what else...him. so we did...for about 15 minutes, and then he came back! he just opened the door to my room, closed it behind him, walked over to me, and hugged me. tight. he never hugs me. he never hugs ANYONE. he just gave me a big hug, and stayed there for a good 10 seconds. then he stood up and looked down at me and smiled. and i was like..."dude...you just hugged me. you never hug me!" and he's like.."yeah, well...u looked like u could use a hug, u looked sad. so i hugged you."
and i thought i was starting to get over him.
later that nite, we rented more movies to watch in my room, and C, R, and myself were layin on my bed, R in the middle, and we were all just kinda lounging all over eachother, very relaxed like...and i couldnt help but think that nobody even noticed i was there...i mean, i know they werent trying to make me feel that way AT ALL, but that's how i felt. anyway, we stopped the movie and went to pamida to by hair die for R, cuz i felt like it needed a bit of a fix up. we then started the movie over again when we got back to my house, deciding that we'd do his hair after the movie....then we got bored and stopped the movie again to do his hair. we finished the hair in about 40 minutes, and it didnt look too shabby! we started the movie again...about 10 minutes into it, we decided to stop the movie cuz we'd rather watch it downstairs cuz there was a better seating choice. we got down there, started the movie AGAIN, and all seemed right. we never did finish the movie. We suddenly remembered that up in my room...on top of my desk...in a plastic sack with the word PAMIDA stamped in bright blue....rested for full boxes of sparklers. FLIPPIN SWEET!
once again, we stopped the movie, and we then headed over to R's house to show his mom his new hair...she wasnt happy, but wasnt mad either...she just said it would take some "getting used to...wow, it's so dark!" ohhhhh. and then. there were strawberries.
SHIBBY.
we then started the LONG walk back to my house to play with the sparklers, but R couldnt resist bringing his nephew along for the trip, so i gave him a piggy-back to our house, and then we played with the sparklers. it was fun. and then..it was time for R to go home. and time for C to say good bye. and she kissed him. well, it was on the cheek, but still. she kissed him.
and she told me about it.
yeah, that's what i said too.
then it was bed time, cuz, let's face it. i was worn out. so we all went to bed and C set the alarm on her cell cuz she needed to be on the way home by 7:30. i then had a dream about C ditching me for R and totally not feeling bad about it at all, and woke up pissed, then laughed cuz i remembered it was a dream, and then i told her about it. she laughed as well. then it was time for her to go, but we did talk a bit b4 she headed out, and it was mostly about R and how stupid it is that we both like him, and that we're WAY too much alike. then she left. and i felt super depressed and sad and pretty much just sat around and sulked in my own self pitty all day. then A and J came over... :)
and i finally watched ALL of Boogyman! bout time! i think the 3 of us all agreed that the movie was pretty damn good...but had a really REALLY bad ending. dont u just HATE movies like that!?
anyway, i got even more sad after they left...it was pretty bad. i then called K to rescue me, so i went to her house and had a blast and a half with a few of her peeps. good times, good times. well, i ended up staying the nite ;) and then comin home sunday around noonish. i took a shower, got cleaned up, and then S said he needed to go to carroll to get some game or somethin, so i invited R to join us, and we had a nice road trip to Carroll...but i saw a dead cat in the road...uh uhh, not cool.
when i got home, A called and we decided that she'd come over for a while so we could chat...and plan our nite for the MTV awards....I'M UBER STOKED!!!!! so yeah, pretty much she just let me whine and complain about life for a good 45 minutes.....yeah. she rocks like that. i know, effing stud aint she. :) she then ventured back to her casa, and i went to bed. i got to sleep in my OWN bed by MYSELF for the first time in like...a week, i swear. it rocked.
then i woke up today and got to go baby sit. fun times. except the poor kid was sick, i felt so bad for him! anyway, today my life was pretty boring...oh WAIT! i forgot...R came over last nite to help S with some stupid video game thing, and S told him that i said we needed to talk, so we were all down in the living room and he goes "hey, what'd you wanna tell me?" and i was like...yeah, there's too many ears in here. i'm not gonna say" so he looked at F and said "hey...that means you. get out." and i was like.."no...just too many. later." so he went back to S and that stupid game, and then he was gettin ready to leave and he goes "ok, tell me wut u wanted, hurry, i gotta go!" and i was like "no, dude, this isnt a 'hurry' situation, it's more of a 'sit down, i have to tell you something and it's gonna take a while' type of thing." to which he said "oh GREAT. am i gonna like this?" i responded "no, but i'm gonna tell you anyway...just not now". and he said "great, cant wait. i gotta go, i'll talk to u later." and then he left.
so today, the rents were at F's softball game, and S and R were here, playing that STUPID video game again. and R, once again, tried to get me to talk, but S was here, so i pointed at him and said to R, "later". and R just rolled his eyes. later, S left the room and R said " ok woman, just tell me!" and i said "no, he wont be gone very long, and seriously, this is gonna take a while, i'll tell u later" and he's like..."tell me!" and i said "no...you probly dont wanna hear it, but it needs to be said, and i swear, i'm gonna tell you soon." then he rolled those big brown eyes of his and just left with S. later, we talked on the computer cuz he needed to come here and print something off cuz he doesnt have a printer. then he thanked me and said "i'll be back later so we can talk and crap".
i'm still waiting for "later" to get here.
and now i'm tired. and this has been a really long post...so i'm goin to bed. feel free to comment, ttyl. bye yall.
~Me~
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