Ahh, my life's a ball....(please note the sarcasm)

So today i had orentation...and i pretty much decided that i dont wanna do the major that i picked (early childhood edu....btw, small side note..i have a bug bite on my neck and i DONT like it.) so i think i'm gonna change...maybe to psychology? i'm not sure...this is so stupid, why do i have to choose what i want to do for the rest of my life NOW?? i'm still a kid for f*ck's sake! i eat frosted flakes and watch the little mermaid and wear tshirts that have sponge bob on them...and i still sleep with teddy bears!!! why do i have to decide my whole future when i'm not even old enough to gamble or drink or go to clubs??? incase u couldnt tell...the whole college thing is stressin me out a bit. but dont get me wrong, i still cant WAIT to leave and i'm uber stoked to be goin to Kirkwood!

anyway, i talked to J today cuz i was in C.R. and tought that he, E, and i could all meet up for dinner, but he didnt get my msg till i was already on the way home. we were slightly bummed, but that stud is comin to visit my lovely strawberry tonite, so i'm sure we'll chill this weekend some time, cuz i'm a stud like that and they love me. yeah. i know. :)

I'm still stuck on the whole R thing. A.P. says i need to talk to him, and as usual, she's probly right. but idk, i just dont want things to get "wierd" between us. so anyway, i'm gonna go listen to music and read my book. i lead such an exciting life! woot for me...oh, plans for tomorrow (incase u were wondering) sleeping in!, visiting K sometime in the am, comin back to mi casa to clean up a bit, chillin with J and AP for a while!, and after that, who knows! aight, peeps, i'm out. bye yall.
~Me~