and im so sick of love songs, so sad and slow...

why do i have to feel sad and lonely all the time? im sick of not being loved the way i want to be loved. yes, i have the BEST friends in the whole world. but why am i not LOVED? im sick of it. you couldnt find a more loving person, longing to be romantic, mushy SAP than me......so why have i been alone for almost 20 years? how fair is that? why is my life like this? im sick of it. i dont care what the "plan" is, im sick of being alone and lonely. i hate it. it's the worst feeling in the world. i just wanna go to bed and cry for the rest of the night/morning. so that's what im gonna do. whatever, fuck it. i dont care anymore.


















ok...so i do care...it doesnt matter either way.