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i feel horible.....i totally didnt get to blog on Foof's birthday!!! so here it is....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOOFER!!!! i love you so much, and ur my favorite sister in the whole wide world. you are a little stud, even tho ur taller then me...and the lady at that resturant thought i was 12...and u were older then me..but yeah, ur my lil sis and i heart ya! i'll talk to ya l8er, cya!

l8er :) ~meg~

P.S. this would be a lot more meaningful if foof actually read my blog, but hey, i'm still writing it.

Sunday

Sunday was crazy. it started bright and early cuz i woke up and couldnt go back to sleep...fun times. ppl started gettin here when i was in the shower, so i came down got to say hi to everyone and we just kinda hung out in the morning...then i thought that around 11 would be a good time to start gettin ready...so i got dressed and jessi did my hair and then the next time i looked at the clock it was 5 till 1 and i needed to be at the high school! i didnt feel like driving, so Uncle Scott dropped me off.

After i got to the high school, i got my corsage from Mrs. K and then just kinda stood around and got pictures taken and talked to my friends.....a little later AP and the J-man and SaraB showed up to say hi and hug and wut not...it was awsome. then...it was time.

They made all the seniors go into the auditorium and Mr. Casey came in and talked to us...what an effing stud!!! i love that man! then we all lined up in order...mikey and i were second, behind Joey and Christine...and then we walked out to the gym...and the band started playing the graduation song...and that was it..i was graduating!

Mr. Casey's speech was amazing...we all did Walter Mitty with him..it rocked my face off!!!!!! Then after Mr. C finished (and got a standing ovation!!), Strasser got up there and talked to us for a while...and then Mrs. Lynam said a few words...and then it was time for that grand walk across the stage...and she looked up at the crowd and said something along the lines of "please hold all applause untill the end" and i swear i heard tye and scott laugh like..yeah right lady... so they called Christine's name.....and then Joey's......and then mine....and i've never heard my family that loud in my life...it was awsome....well except for the fact that Scott threw paper air planes at me and one hit some old guy...but other then that, it was awsome. i walked across the stage, shook Shannon's hand, walked down the steps, shook mr. casey's hand while he moved my tassle to the right, and then walked back to my chair with a very large smile on my face. it was...the coolest feeling ever. and then i just sat there....watching my class pass infront of me, going thru the same process i had just finished. and i didnt cry till i saw Nicole go up there and shannon and her were both bawling...and they hugged..yeah i lost it, and travis was right after her, so he was cryin too! Then after we all finished walking across the stage...mrs. lynam said "i present to you the class of 2005" and we turned and faced the crowed and all smiled while they were screaming and clapping...then we turned back around to silence, and Bryce screamed "LET 'EM FLY!!!!!!!!" and we all threw our caps up and screamed as loud as we could!! it was the most surreal, coolest moment of my life...and then the band started playin again and we started walkin back down the isle and i saw kalli...she was totally bawling...and i couldnt stop myself, i started crying with her and hugged her really tight...then i walked down the isle with mikey...as a high school graduate...crying the whole way. and when mikey and i got under the arch, the whole family screamed out "WE LOVE YOU MEGAN!!!" and Tina and Scott came down and took pictures, tina was crying of course, and she hugged me, then we finished walking out into the cafiteria....and everyone was crying...i hugged kalli forever.....bawling my eyes out...then sami.....then angie...and tammy and leeshie and steph and luka....all of us bawling...then i turned around and saw joey...crying his eyes out...and i ran up to him and hugged him for a long time, he hugged back and we both bawled and he goes "thank you" and i hugged tighter, then we parted ways and all went on hugging everyone and crying...i finally stopped crying by the time my mom and dad came out...and sami came up to me to ask wut we're supposed to do with our gowns...and i looked at her eyes and she goes " DAMNIT! i cant look at you!" and started crying again...which made me cry even worse then b4 and we just hugged for like 5 minutes...dad even got pictures i think. then sami and i walked to the auditorium and gave them our gowns and collars and walked out...for the last time. then it was time for me to head to my party!

i got there and lots of the family was already there so when i walked in they all started clapping and cheering..it was so cool! so pretty much the whole time i just walked around and hugged everyone and thanked them for comming and all that jazz...it was a pretty good time, we ran out of punch twice and by the end we ran out of buns and silverware and cake and pretty much everything else too. but seriously, i had an awsome time and i'm so glad that ppl could come..it was awsome.

after the party was over, i started the long walk home (yeah, i cut thru Brian's yard and i was home) and finally sat down and then had to listen to certain relitives that will remain nameless give me stupid advice about college when all i wanted to do was sleep! so a little later, kalli stopped by and we decided to go to Steph and Sami's parties for a bit. then she dropped me off at home and i changed into jeans (bout FREAKIN time!) and then i just kinda hung out in the house all by my lonesome for a while..it was nice to have some quiet! after everyone started headin home, i started to wake up a little, so chase and i went to pick up Jordan at the motel (trent and jill and jordan and gramma were leaving monday morning)....and trent let me drive his sweet-ass car..idk wut it's called...but I WANT ONE! anyway, we got jordan back to my house and had some late dinner and just sat around tellin old family stories...good times.

i then decided that i wanted to go out to Emily's bonfire, so when trent and jill and jordan left, i headed to emily's. that nite was too long and fun to write down everything..so i'll just throw out some key points.....Matches and zippers, snake holes, ax-murders, Murder-mystery movies (we need to get that copy-written B.Ryce!!!) Emily's woods, Luka's mystery drugs, the beer cooler filled with water bottles, oil in the fire, teaching Kenny how to blow properly, shoving sticks down D.A.'s pants, lighting D.A.'s chucks on fire, and getting yelled at by Bonnie that we had to whisper.

all in all, i had a fucking AWSOME weekend....and i love all my friends, i really do. i learned that you all mean so much to me, and help me in different ways. i also learned that no one could ever compare to my Strawberry, my Bitch Sister, and my Snatch (that sounds sick, but hey, you know who you are!!). let's have fun this summer alright?? peace out my hommies, i'm gonna go get in the shower. bye yall!
~Me~

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!

Thursday to Saturday!

So. Thursday was my last day of school...i got a bit teary-eyed a couple of times, after band was over (and i realized i'd NEVER play the contra again...yeah, that made me sad. then after school for a sec i thought i'd cry, but everyone was walkin around singin School's Out, so it made me happy...then Smalls left w/o me and stole my car!!! brat face! so then i made my way home and did some last minute cleaning and went to bed around 11ish.

Friday was Sr. breakfast & rehursal, good times i tell u wut. after rehursal got over, i came home and cleaned SOME MORE! and then i went to Casey's to get Schoon Daddy a hot ham n cheese...and right when i got home, mom sent me back to the high school cuz Foof forgot her homework...this was around 2ish so i decided to stop over at La Casa de Picht. i chatted it up with momma picht for almost 2 hours.....it was awsome!

After kelly got home from school, i decided i better head home, so i did. i needed to dust and sweep my room and by the time i got done with all that it was almost 5, so i headed over to Brandon's gradamatation party. i stayed out there for about 30 min. and then headed back to my house to find the wonderfully lover-ly AP there waiting for me! we chatted with my mom for a bit and then began the awsome journey to Des Moines to pick up the J-man...i love long car rides with hot chics!!!! (that would be you AP, in case u didnt figure it out ) we talked about a bunch of stuff, it was great! then justin called the celly-yo and said he was waitin for us at the gas station, so we went to pick him up, at which point he was just about the giddiest little boy i've ever seen! soo cute...lol. we then ventured over to Sub Way so justin and i could eat sandwhiches while AP could enjoy a cookie and a few sips of a beverage here and there. (it's neither here nor there!) after our kick ass subs, we headed back to A*town and sang Alanis Morriset and Chicago the whole way home...great times!

we then arrived at the picht home and talked to the parentals for a while...eric also called and we talked to him for a bit as well, then we took the long walk to my casa! that was great, it was so nice out....and justin even chased a possum into someone's back yard...quality laughing occured...it was awsome. so we got to my house and i formally introduced justin to smalls and foof...and then....we danced like idiots to Michael Jackson songs!!!! it was amazingly fun/retarded/wonderful...and whilst we were dancing, SaraB called!! so she came over with us, and we then decided to drive back to AP's so her and justin could put comfy clothes on and so we could get Without a Paddle(great movie) and watch it at my house, but only after driving around town screaming Pink songs (mostly the girls) and then rap our hearts out to some Eminem (mostly me and justin...but ap and saraB did an absolutly fantabulous job on the chorus!!) then we parked it at my house and went in to watch the movie and talk, i love the movie, and i've seen it, so yeah, not many ppl were paying attention to the movie cuz we were too busy tellin stories and quoting other movies (BTW, the "we" in this part of the story refurs to AP, Justin, SaraB, Smalls, Foof, and myself) and laughin our butts off. yo, AP....smalls and foof totally love justin...they told my mom "MOM!! have you met justin?!? he's so cool, he knows quotes from EVERY MOVIE there is!" yeah, we're big on movies in my family, so ya know the boy is automatically in with the younger siblings.

so after without a paddle, we talked for a bit and then it was time for SaraB to head home. we all gave her hugs and said our g'byes. then justin said a quote from Idle Hands...and me and smalls freaked out cuz we never would've thought that anyone but us has seen that movie...so we then watched Idle Hands..which was quite the experience cuz ap slept thru the beginning and was rather lost/freaked out when she woke up to find Anton beheading Pinub...yeah, grat movie! so after idle hands, we talked some more, and then it was time for me to take my wonderful AP and her BoyToy back to the picht residence, so i dropped them off around..oh, i forgot wut time it was, i just know it was late and i had to go back home and sleep and i was up by 7...yeah, that SUCKED! still, i dont care cuz we had a blast!

Saturday called for me being super stoked about the weekends activities and i headed over to AP's house later in the mornin cuz she said she'd burn me a cd to play at my gradamatation party...and i totally fell in love with her even more after cuz she rocks! so her and the J-man burned the cd for me and then i went back to my house and found Gramma Rosy and Aunt Teresa and Bryce there when i got back..i was uber stoked!! gramma brought Baby with her (baby is her 9-week old chuwawaa(..or how ever the hell u spell it, you know wut i mean, the Taco Bell dog!) so i just HAD to take her over to AP's to show her my baby! as everyone else does, she and justin fell in love with Baby and didnt wanna say bye to her, but they had to cuz i had to take her home and they had to finish eating dinner.

so after i got back home, more and more ppl just started showing up at my house..it was great! i went over to the church to set up for my party around 4ish, and shortly after i got there, punk walked in! i was so excited to see him, i havent seen him for ever! i love that kid....

anyway, then i went back to my house and decided i'd better get ready for Class Night, so i did. then i went and it was quite the experience.....several ppl were totally wasted, but for the sake of saving faces, i wont mention any names. one person in particular was quite funny, but hey, wut can ya do? i laughed, we hugged, we listened to the boring events, it was great. then i headed back home to find only MORE people at my house! i changed out of my dress and put some jeans on( ahhh! i love jeans!) and decided to go hang with Kimmy Kaye! great times! then we got bored and kim wanted to have a boy w/us, so we stopped at the hotel and picked up Jordan and drove around for a bit, and then just kinda hung out till 12ish when jordan and i decided to take a walk and then part ways.

Sunday. what a day. i'll post Sunday's events later, as i am quite tired and this is getting rather long. leave me some Love Posts, and i'll continue the story after i get more then 3 hours of sleep. bye yall!
~me~

Last Day...wow

Holy crap...my last day of high school....wow. mixed emotions. excited to see my family this weekend...even tho Gramma Rosie isnt comin and i dont think Mandy is either...this saddens me. but hey, wut can ya do? so yeah...sappy gradamatation music...i love it...and yeah, it made me cry. oh, i changed a couple of names so it'd fit.



And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels...

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy B.Ryce be the stockbroker man?
Can Amy find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels...

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly...

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be....
Friends forever

AHHHHHHHHH!!!

i'm sick of everything. i need to get out of here, i cant WAIT to get out! 7 more days of school, 3 more months till i leave!! GET ME OUUUUTTTTTTT!!!! yeah, well, i'm off to eat dinner and then go to LYO...woot. bye yall.
~me~

Mr. Brightside, AKA, The Mark Song!!!

Commin outta my cage
And i've been doin just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Becuz i want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
(it was only a kiss)

Now i'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's takin a drag
Now they're goin to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head...

But she's touching his chest now,
He takes off her dress now
Let me goooooooo

And i just cant look,
It's killing me!
And taking controooooooooooooooooooolllllll

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cus i'm Mr. Brightside

I never
I never
I never
I never

drama, drama, drama!

Drama, as we know it, is over.

Happy Prom!

So, as you all very well know, yesterday was prom! i was uber pumped, and i can just feel that this is gonna be a long entry, so i'll start from Thursday after school.

So, right after school on thursday, i went to Darcy's to pick up Avery, and we went to Pamida to look at fake nails (for me...duh) for prom. well, they were about 2 $ more than i had, so we just went to his house. Then we just kinda hung out and played till Margo came home, with Pizza Hut pizza and buffalo wings, i might add!! then she took me back to Pamida and and bought me the nails and some lip gloss! i was pumped. oh, we walked passed the condoms and she asked if she needed to buy me some of those too, but i said "well, you could if you really wanted to, but they wont get used!" so, then we both laughed and just paid and left. then we had to stop back at my house to get my clothes so i could stay the nite @ margo's [margo was on call and paul was out of town, and seeing as avey is only 19 months old, we figured he needed someone to stay the nite with him ;)]. then we went back to their house and she put the nails on me...and about half way thru the process, i remembered that i needed to shower and shave! lol., so being the genious that i am, i did all that after i got the nails on, and proceeded to totally claw myself while i was trying to take the cap off of the shaving cream! it hurt, i threw it, i yelled, i cussed, it was great. after my shower, i headed off to bed. margo got called out around five, but avey didnt wake up, so it's all good. and this time (i've stayed the nite there 3 times) i actually managed to get to school ON TIME! which is good, cuz other wise i wouldnt be able to go to prom!!! (STUPID friday proms!)

so, i get to school and this was my schedule for the day
1st - Band - StudyHall
2nd - A&P - StudyHall
3rd - Health - Class, aka, chatting down time!
4th - Biology - Actual class!
5th - Study Hall
6th - Independent Journalism, aka StudyHall
7th - Spanish3 - StudyHall
8th - Study Hall

so yeah, i pretty much had 6 study halls today, and they STILL wouldnt let me leave early. does anyone else find this pointless and odd? yeah, thought so. so anyway, 8th period, everyone who was in the Grand March was supposed to go down to the auditorium so we could see how to walk and then watch the slide show. i sat with kalli, and we both cried.....3 weeks! anywho, after the bell rang, i stayed about 5 minutes and watched a little more, then it was time to boogie!

So, i drove home and met Poppa Schoon in the drive way, he said he had to go get gas, and then he'd be right back, so i went in the house ta grab some makeup. so i got everything, and dad was back, and we headed off to Avoca to get markus! i did my make up on the way there, and we met mark at Wings, and i got to meet his g'rents! his g-ma is fun, and his g-pa didnt really say much. so we got all his stuff packed up in the Dodge and headed back to audubon, while he had to sit thru 45 minutes of me and my pop and my siblings singin REO speedwagon! good times. then we got to my house and momma schoon did my hair while markus changed...mark was done WAY before we were, so he came and watched mom do my hair while we all 3 chatted a bit. then it was time for pictorials.

So, we got down stairs and got picks of him puttin my corsage on and all that corney stuff, and then we went outside and got pics with the bug...now those were fun! heehee. so after mom was done takin her snap shots, poppa schoon escorted mark and me to the banquet in the Bug...it was awsome!! we found our seats at the banquet and then i put his boutinere on him...it looked sad and lop-sided, so he re-did it ALL BY HIMSELF and it was perfect! moron!, lol, i love u mark! so, we ate our chicken and had a good dinner, which included Sherly Temples! i was stoked. then we called poppa schoon and had him pick us up in the bug so we could make a grand exit. it was awsome, we rode on the back of the convertable,like they do in the parades, and waved at the on-lookers, saying "thank you for being here today!" and freezing our hot money makers off!!

so, we made it to the high school in one piece and just kinda hung around and waited for the grand march to start, and while we waited, we just kinda hung and took pictorials, not knowing what was awaiting me in the audience of the Grand March ;)

Finally, the Slide Show was over, and it was time to start the Grand March. I was stoked cuz we were 14th in line, and didnt have to wait too long. so we got up on stage behind that big tree thing and they called my name...and ppl were screamin and hollarin at me! i was happy. then they called mark's name and yelled just as loud for him, and that made me smile! so we headed down the steps, and had to stop a good 4 times for people to take pictures! then we walked up the aisle, across the back....and who do i see standing up and yelling at me? that's right!! A.P.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you should've seen the look on my face, cuz i'm bettin it was a good one! i had NO clue she was coming!!! everyone ELSE seemed to know, but i was totally shocked. i looked up and saw her beautiful face smiling at me and then she pointed to her right, and justin was there too! i was stoked to see him as well and was still in shock, i wanted to run thru the ppl and totally molest A.P. and give jusin a hand pound, but i had to keep walkin with markus down the aisle. so we got done w/the grand march, and i tried to make my way back into the auditorium to get me some A.P. but the croud was too big, so we just kinda hung out till it was over, at which point i saw A.P. and justin come out and totally mauled her hottness! i was still in shock! i gave justin a hug and called them both poopfaces for not tellin me they were coming :) i then saw some of the old "peeps" (half of joshica, cassie, ann) and got pictorials, then i said a long, drawn out good bye to ap and justin, and mark and i headed off to (guess) take more pictorials!

since yall well know, i get ADD when i'm excited, and was sick of taking pics and just wanted to dance! so mark and i went in the gym too look around, and we put our stuff at a table and just sat for a bit, then ppl FINALLY started comin in to dance, so markus and i danced our hott booties off!! it was great, if you've never dirty danced with a gay man, i highly recomend it!!! it was awsome!

so after the dance, we (by "we" i mean Mark, Sophie, Kyle, and myself) headed to my house so we could all change for After Prom, and found Alicia waitin there to change also. so we all "de-promed" and readied for After Prom, and made it there by midnite. the line for food was rediculously long, and we got subs, pizza, gummy bears, cheese & crackers, STRAWBERRIES!!!, and punch. then, after about 3 min. of worrying, found a place to sit, and slowly/tiredly ate our food.

After we were done eating, we just kinda walked around and checked the place out, seein wut everyone else was doin, then we sat up on the stage that the hypnotist was gonna use. we layed there till ppl sat up for the hypnotist, and then got seats in the second row. then, i swear, the guy took 20 minutes to set up b4 he was ready to start! i cant recall every detail, but the hypnotizing was wildly successful and awsomely hysterical!

then after everyone was out of their hypnotic state, it was time to give away the prizes, i won a free bracelet from somewurr i cant member, and all the juniors won the good prizes, which was CRAP!!! and the one senior that did get a good prize (a tv) was Drew...i'll keep my opinions on THAT to myself....yeah, you know the dealio. oh, and sophie won a DVD player, which was cool, even tho she IS a junior.

allas, we were all getting tired and decided it was time to go to La casa de Schoon for the after after prom partay!! sophie and kyle dropped mark and me off at my house, and then drove to Kati Murray's house cuz she had ta get her jammies and wut not, so mark and i had some "alone time" on my couch b4 they all got back, good times! then they all came over and wanted to change, i had waited for them to get to my house b4 i changed, so i went with. i threw down all my pillows and blankies for everyone to use, then sophie and kati wanted to wash their faces, so i showed them to the bathroom. while they did this, i took off those damn fake nails cuz they were startin to get on my nerves! i then proceeded down stairs, as the other chicas were still washin up, and found mark asleep on the couch and kyle ontop of ALL of the pillows, burried under ALL of the blankets, except the one mark was usin.

i claimed my spot on the couch, the only disadvantage, i was covered in Mark Feet! lol, i didnt mind, he kept me warm. so, sophie and kati finally came downstairs, and we chatted for a bit (mark woke up) and then decided to watch Nightmare Before Christmas, and everyone was out within about 45 minutes! it was great, i slept on mark's butt on the couch, then had to get up and lay on the floor cuz my neck was cramping...lol.

everyone was up by 8, and we ate breakfast and such. then we watched The Goonies!!! and around 10, everyone came to the conclusion that it was time for them to go home, so kyle took the girls home, after we all hugged and said how much fun we'd had, of course. and then it was time for me to take mark to his crazy/wierd Uncle Steve's house.

so mark and i went upstairs to pack all his shizzit up, and on the way down the steps, there was a knock at the door...it was my wonderful A.P. and her hottie Jusitn!! i was uber stoked, cuz i was gonna stop over there b4 i took mark to Crazy Uncle Steve's house, she knows me so well! so they came in and i hugged them both and thanked them sooo much for coming, as it made an awsome nite even more awsomeer!! (yes, ap, i said awsomeer!) i wanted them to all stay and chill, but alisha had to work (i think maybe justin did too?) and she couldnt leave w/o takin justin, as it was his car that brought them home! and mark needed to be gettin to Crazy Uncle Steve's casa. So we all went outside to our vehicular mechinisms and hugged some more and said "see you in 3 weeks!!!! and eric better come or i'm comin to CR and dragging him by his ear lobes!!!" and then ap and justin headed back to good ol' Dirty Burge.

So, mark wasnt really big on the whole goin to Crazy Uncle Steve's house thing, so we just drove around for a while, and decided to stop out at my mom's office and chat for a bit, so we did just that! idk how long we drove around for, but it was a good time, i even showed him The Penis Bush, but i was sad cuz the "balls" were burned to twigs!!! it looked really sad...lol.

we finally headed to his uncle's house and i dropped him off after many a hug and thanked him and told him he HAD to visit me more! and all that jazz. then i went home and cleaned up the giant mess that always acompanies a house full of sleeping teenagers. hell, i even cleaned up the kitchen! then i went upstairs, wrapped myself in a comforter, grabbed 3 pillows and Teddy, collapsed on my bed, and didnt move for 6 hours. it was the best nap i've ever had in my life! i then woke up went to see smalls, and had to ask "hey...it's saturday, right? saturday nite..."lol and then had a snack,and decided that i felt WAY too skanky, so i went and took a shower, then i ate breakfast....yeah, at about 7:30 at nite...lol. then smalls, poppa schoon, and i watched Blade Trinity, which was pretty good. after that, i decided to blog, which brings me to....NOW!

Mark, thank you for being my prom date whore! i love you, i had so much fun, and i'm glad that you were my last prom date ever!!!!!!! thanx for everything, ur a stud and i love you! omg, i'm listening to the radio on the computer...Mr. Brightside just started!!!!!!! *but she's touching his chest now, he takes off her dress now. let me go....i just cant look it's killing me, they're taking control...JEALOUSY.......* heehee, i love ya! *kisses*

hey A.P., thank you SO much for coming, you really did make me happy, it was so good to see you, even if we were only together for a total of 15 minutes, i dont care, your hot face was just what i needed! for seious yo, i'm so glad u were here, u dont know! and yes, you got me good! i had no clue u were gonna be here!!!! it made me sooo happy, i just looked up and there u were! it was awosme, and seeing justin was sweetness too, just dont tell him i love you more ;) i heart you soooooo much, and i'll see ur hottness soon!!! i love you!!!!!!!!

whew, told ya it was gonna be a long one! thanx for readin, i think i'm gonna go back to bed...lol. bye yall.
~Me~

P.S. i gradamatate in 21 days!!