it's been a while...
HOLY SHIT it's been a long time!
im just so sick of all the shit goin on right now, i need a release, and since im sick of listening to people talk about this, it's time for a new blong. im stoked.
i dont wanna be at school anymore. i'm sick of it. i dont know if it's cuz im about to start ragging or im really just sick of everything....but i dont know if i can take much more of this. i think it's just that the reality of life has started kicking my ass and i just wanna go back to when my life was easy, when my daddy took care of every single problem i ever had and i had my REAL friends around me all the time, i could hang out with my brother and sister whenever i wanted, and the only thing i had to pay for was gas. oh yeah, and lets face it, that was about a buck cheaper too!
patty keeps getting on my case cuz i dont wanna drink with her as much as we used to, it's just rediculous, why do we need to freaking drink every day!? i never drank once in high school, and i still had amazing friends and some pretty damn good times! why is alcohol necessary? IT'S NOT! everything just seems so much more simple when im back home. well except for the fact that i dont get to spend enough time here and i wanna spend all of my time at Jesse & Kimmy's. but NO. i can't. my mom freaks out, im sure dad doesnt like it much either, and my sister never has time for me anymore. smalls and i are good, we're always good. he's the one thing in life i can count on.
updates......we have a puppy! his name is rocky and he's adorable :)
i'm a godmother!!!! jesse & kimmy had a baby boy, Ely Daniel. he was born december 20th and i love him SO much.
i wouldnt have even made it this far if it weren't for nick...you fucking rock baby
i want to be done with school.
i dont know what i want out of life, other than to be a mother and a wife, and i dont see either of those things happening any time soon AT ALL.
i think i will see if mom wants to watch a sappy chick flick, that way i can cry and it wont be wierd.
i miss speech.
i miss band even more.
oh and that's another thing, i havent played a clarinet in for freaking ever, and it used to rule my life...god i miss music.
i wanna go work out, but i dont have my work out clothes here with me..blahhh
i need to talk to kalli or courtney or nick or SOMEONE because i'm going insane...i hate it!
im just so sick of all the shit goin on right now, i need a release, and since im sick of listening to people talk about this, it's time for a new blong. im stoked.
i dont wanna be at school anymore. i'm sick of it. i dont know if it's cuz im about to start ragging or im really just sick of everything....but i dont know if i can take much more of this. i think it's just that the reality of life has started kicking my ass and i just wanna go back to when my life was easy, when my daddy took care of every single problem i ever had and i had my REAL friends around me all the time, i could hang out with my brother and sister whenever i wanted, and the only thing i had to pay for was gas. oh yeah, and lets face it, that was about a buck cheaper too!
patty keeps getting on my case cuz i dont wanna drink with her as much as we used to, it's just rediculous, why do we need to freaking drink every day!? i never drank once in high school, and i still had amazing friends and some pretty damn good times! why is alcohol necessary? IT'S NOT! everything just seems so much more simple when im back home. well except for the fact that i dont get to spend enough time here and i wanna spend all of my time at Jesse & Kimmy's. but NO. i can't. my mom freaks out, im sure dad doesnt like it much either, and my sister never has time for me anymore. smalls and i are good, we're always good. he's the one thing in life i can count on.
updates......we have a puppy! his name is rocky and he's adorable :)
i'm a godmother!!!! jesse & kimmy had a baby boy, Ely Daniel. he was born december 20th and i love him SO much.
i wouldnt have even made it this far if it weren't for nick...you fucking rock baby
i want to be done with school.
i dont know what i want out of life, other than to be a mother and a wife, and i dont see either of those things happening any time soon AT ALL.
i think i will see if mom wants to watch a sappy chick flick, that way i can cry and it wont be wierd.
i miss speech.
i miss band even more.
oh and that's another thing, i havent played a clarinet in for freaking ever, and it used to rule my life...god i miss music.
i wanna go work out, but i dont have my work out clothes here with me..blahhh
i need to talk to kalli or courtney or nick or SOMEONE because i'm going insane...i hate it!
posted by megs at 6:37 PM
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