Easier To Run - Linkin Park

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret i've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made i would
If i could take all the shame to the grave i would
If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made i would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes i remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish i didnt have
Sometimes i think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There'd never be a past

If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made i would
If i could stand up and take the blame i would
If i could take all the shame to the grave i would
If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made i would
If i could stand up and take the blame i would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending i dont feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this paini with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made....

It's so much easier to go
If i could change i would
Take back the pain i would
Retrace every wrong move that i made i would
I would take all my shame....

To the grave....

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

rick really does love her
joey's mad at me for something i DIDNT do
dan's making shit up
i'm lonely
i wanna go home, but i cant cuz i'll no doubt run into rick
i think i should just go to tye's and get away from all this BULLSHIT
i have a feeling that ppl are gonna believe all this shit
i'm getting that suffocating feeling in my chest again
all i want is a boyfriend

Happy FUCKING Valentine's Day

in case u couldnt tell, i'm a tad bit bitter. i HATE valentine's day. it's the dumbest day of the whole effing year. first of all, if you're lucky enough to have a true love, you shouldnt need a damn holiday to remind you of that love. and if you dont have one, it just serves as a day to remind you that you're alone!! for those of you who do like the holiday and have someone special to share it with, congratufuckinglations and i hope ya have a good day! but i'll be sitting here in my "DUMP HIM" tshirt, listening to sad songs and crying about the guy i DONT have, and throwing pennies and such at every couple i see :)

have a nice day!

these are my confessions

-- Girl Confessions--

[X]I do wear makeup.
[]When I walk by mirrors, I can’t help but look.
[x]I wear pink nail polish.
[x]I have cried at a movie theater.
[]I've purposely talked to a guy my boyfriend didn't like, to make him jealous.
[]I love chocolate.
[]Getting flowers still makes me melt.
[x]I have a car.
[]I've wrecked a car.
[]I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[]I'm in love.
[]I'd do anything for him.
[x]I love cuddling.
[x]Johnny Depp is sexy
[x]If I have to dress like a slut to get your attention, then forget it buddy.
[x]I love to laugh.
[x]I've flashed someone/some people.
[]I've skinny dipped.
[x]I love rock.
[x]I love rap.
[]My face is up HERE.
[]I carry a purse everywhere.
[x]I carry my cell phone at ALL times.
[x]I do own a Spice Girls CD.
[x]I also own a Britney Spears CD.
[]I play hard to get.
[]Boys are fun to tease.
[]Football is boring.
[x]I love jocks.
[x]I love rockers.
[]I love bikers.
[]Hot guys are better than sweet guys.
[x]Sweet guys are better than hot guys.
[x]I've been called a tease.
[x]Lip gloss that smells good is WAY better than lipstick.
[x]I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[x]I love to wear boxers to bed.
[]I've worn my boyfriend’s clothes.
[x]I've done something I regret at a party